Tired

I'm tired...
Tired of trying. Tired of putting myself out there. Tired of always having to to make the first move. Tired of being an afterthought. Tired of saying yes in order to keep getting asked, but tired of saying no to try and hide. Tired of not knowing what I want. Tired of knowing and not being able to obtain. Tired of saving the day. Tired of seeing people move on and forget. Tired of selfish people, self-absorbed people, people who don't care. Tired of waiting. Tired of faith. Tired of lack of faith. Tired of people not understanding or wanting to understand. Tired of advice.
I'm tired...

What's nice...
Being missed. Smiles. Thoughtful listening. Warm cup of tea/coffee/hot chocolate. Random phone calls. Warm pie w/ a scoop of vanilla ice cream. Hugs. Laughter. Being needed. Having a purpose. Sunrises. Sunsets. Smooth jazz. Days off.
What's nice...